I cant get Over my ex, although it seems so easy for him.
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Hello, well I was in a relationship for about three years, he was my high school sweetheart... the first 5 months he cheated on me and had sex with two girls.. he told me.. and I broke up with him but he kept telling me that he will change, that it was a mistake.. and I took him back... I've always been right by his side... we hung out everyday.. and it was perfect... he moved to another city for college for 4months, we were still together and I trusted him,but then he moved back, he told me he isn't ready to be settled down, he doesn't want to be tied down,(we're only 19) he didn't want to break up with me because I was the one he wanted to be at the end. But we both ended this relationship beucase I saw he really wanted this and hoped that we get back together at the end... he would always love me... and pick me over anybody else no matter what. It all seem right to me, we talked everyonce in a while, but now last night he told me that he's tired of doing the same thing all the time,( crying.. for him.. etc.) he told me straight up that , you can't keep pushing girls away from me, ((stop telling them that I would always pick u, they don't need to know that... )and that he's been having a good time hanging out with his new friends without me bugging him all the time, calling him, or texting him (I didn't for 5days), he also he told me he's talking to 4 different girls and they don't know that, and I started to cry I told him that in order for me to move on is for him to tell me to stop bugging him or talking to him.. but he said he'll never do that... he told me "move on.....talk to guys date guys.. do your thing.... im not your bf anymore.. but im not gunna tell you to stop talking to me beause i dont want thatt....... i just want to be single and not worry about u all the time..!"...
Soooo I'm so confussed... I love him so much, and I care about him... but I love him.. he's my best friend... I hope someone can tell me what to do with me and my ex.. . I want him to want to hang out with me sometimes... but I don't know what's best for me...