My boyfriend and I have been together for almost a year and a half he is a horse trainer and he travles all the time, he is home maybe one day a month if that, and then a random month here and there. I love him more than anything, but my trust issue is the problem. I have never been in a good relationship, and I have always had trust issues. I just can't get myself to trust him. He is always away and I don't know what to do?