Well, I can't think of anything appropriate to put here but PLEASE HELP ME!
I have previously talked about my relationship status. I have talked about my crushes, and my dreams. But I have never really dedicated a question to my feeling about not being in a relationship. And let me tell you, they are not pleasant. I feel like I am mature enough to be in a relationship, and I feel a strange feeling about this topic. I can't put my finger on it but the closest I ever came to it is loneliness, or longing. I was really hoping someone could help me in some way. These feeling are getting out of control and really starting to rule my life. I hate it and want to be with someone. I want someone to love me, outside of my family. I want a guy to love me. I can't really fathom that happening, as I am a big girl and consider myself far from pretty, but I think it needs to happen soon or I might snap. I don't know how someone could help but maybe something like learning to work with these feelings or resolving the problem the way I want it. AKA getting a boyfriend who truly loves me. This is a difficult situation for me because my mother never went through this, she told me that, and there really is no other females, or males for that matter, in my life that I trust enough with this subjet to help me. So I came to the only place you can really come to share your feeling without anyone judging you to seriously. So please, I am truly out of options, and out of places to look for help with something I can't deal with alone. Please help.