I am 21 and in college.. I don't know what the real problem is but things just work in my favour at all. High school was tough then I droped a year and then a year later I joined college and till date I have not been able to tell my friends about it because somewhere I'm embarrassed about it and I don't want people to know about it.my bestie has it easy all the way and its difficult for me to manage subjects and she does it without even studying. I had tough all through my life and its difficult for me to keep coping I feel that there is no purpose left for me in this world.. I have to study and pass this year and these thoughts are not letting me do it.. I need hope in my lefe..

Well I'm on my way to college so all I can say is there's reason to be embarrassed about going to college. The way I see it you just need to set your mind on whatever your doing and you will be fine. If you had it tough this far then I'm sure it'll get better.