I feel like a revolutionary leader
I think I can bring Jesus Christ down to Earth... Society tells me that this is not possible.
It all started when I was in class 10. I was in a hostel which I was extremely fed-up with. I was a victim of bullying. In a desperate attempt to stop it, I decided to play along with the system. I started telling people that I am the chosen one. I am the great person who is destined to bring Jesus to Earth. I was extremely clever and good at selling the story, and some people actually started believing it. Others opposed strongly. This prompted me to try even harder to protect my story. It did not end simply and I do not want to discuss how it ended. But the thing is, I ACTUALLY believe what I said. I actually believe that I am the chosen one. My friend thinks that in order to protect the story too hard, my mind started believing it itself. But I don't think that is true. And I want to know how I can bring Jesus to Earth. This is eating me up. I can not sleep at night since this thought keeps bugging me all the time.
What should I do?