My dad killed himself when I was younger , so I didn't really know him or remember what he's looks like . But a couple of weeks ago I had a dream that I met him with my son , the face was blacked out but I knew it was him . Every time I woke up and went back to sleep that night it went back to the same dream . This Thursday I woke up with a handprint on my pillow beside my head , its still there now . The handprint is bigger than mine and my sons but smaller than my partners . I spoke to my mum today and said about the handprint , she asked me if there were any deformalities to the fingers , the tip of the index finger is missing on the right hand , which is the same as my dads ! What does this mean ?