Can I place myself in Foster Care?
I am 15 yrs old, and I would like to move out to live on my own or a foster care. I am living with a mother who is emotionally, physically, and mentally abusive. I get yelled at out of nowhere, treated like , and called ", hoe, slut, whole, disturbed hoe, dumb , etc." I have been physically harmed she left bruises at times.. I have stayed at families house for about ONE DAY literally then she picks me up and forces me home. My Mother told me recently, she didn't love me, she hated me, she also said, to prove it she was serious about being out of her heart she handed me a bottle of pills and said I can proceed to kill myself and she won't rush me to the hospital this time, I do admit I make dumb mistakes, but I am learning.. I am tired of this, I have depression that is severe sometimes I won't eat nor drink anything not even think of food, it's that bad, and she is one of my depressive triggers, I have suicidal thoughts and all.. I am hiding my cell phone so she won't take it and pretending to do homework on this laptop so I can research how to get out of this place & using my phone to make sure I can contact people if something extreme happens. I have a therapist, and she had told Child Protective Services about my mother hitting on me, she saw the bruises and all, they came that exact day and talked to her, and me. I later tried my first suicide attempt because when they left it had gotten TERRIBLE. She makes up, and adds on things in her head and fights about it like it really happened.. I cannot deal with this anymore, I scared I will kill myself this time and will finish the job, I already started writing disturbing Goodbye letters to everyone it's that bad.. Yet I am scared my brother will be put into this and I don't want that knowing he isn't in it, and that is his mother and he doesn't want to see anything happen that will cause him to leave her or anything in between and I don't want to do that to him, I couldn't take that guilt.