Anyone else reallu uneasy and unconfident in social situations
I constantly feel like people are looking at me or laughing at me whenever I'm at a club, pub, cinema, or even just walking down the road. Even with my friends, when there are a big group of us which get together - I feel iuneasy and this way. Im always conscious that I'm going to make a fool of myself or embarrass myself. I hate things especially such as waiting at the bar to buy a drink when thers loads of people. Usually people jump in front and I don't say anything. I just always feel un-important and feel even my friends don't genuinely like me too much. Im 18 and male by the way and have never even had a relationship with anyone because I've never been confident enuff to approach someone and I don't think I look too great. I just think 'y would anyone like me'. Also when I see my friends all happy and seemingly free of any insecurities I always lash out at them and I know its because I'm jelous but I just can't help it. I just feel like I don't belong in this world