I'm 18 and I got an apartment and it has a 1 year lease. I have a job that I have to work way more hours than I can handle or need. I feel lonely and trapped now that I am here. This isn't what independence is supposed to be. I need some way to make it through this year because I can't leave because of the lease. I don't want to just hear "stick with it" cause that's all that my friends say, I need some help finding a way to make it through. I am starting to slip back into my suicidal tendencies like I did years ago and I don't want to go though that again. Can anyone help me out?