OK, so I tried to add to a thread started by Sledsik but I'm new here and don't know how to answer.
My girlfriend broke up with me about 6 weeks ago. She didn't like my video game playing and the couple of times I drank by myself. The day after she left me she said she thinks I have depression and cares about me and wants to see me get better. She was right on all accounts. I have been seeing a doctor and trying to be happier. But I loved her and would have done anything for her.
I tried texting her a week after the breakup to say how sorry I was and that I was making attempts to get better. She said she needed to focus on her new job (she started the police academy 2 weeks after we broke up) and to leave her alone. I could handle the breakup but why did she have to cut me off. I loved her.
While reading a thread posted by Sledsik, I could immediately relate and empathize to his situation. Everyone said the needed to follow NC (No Contact) rules. I have not contacted her since but am having trouble moving on. To me, I never felt I got closure. I want to see her one last time - try to make sense of this. I wake up every morning at 3 or 4 dreaming about her. It's driving me mad. Any suggestions?