Is it wrong that I enjoy my job as a sex worker?
Im going to see a counsellor on Tuesday next week but I'm just looking for peoples views on another one of my personal issues.
I have been a sex worker on and off for 8years. I have only ever worker in legal, upmarket establishments. Ive never been a street worker OR addicted to drugs. I live a drug free life.
I really enjoy my job. I never wake up on a Monday morning and groan because I have to work. I wake up with a smile on my face and can't wait to get there!
Many sex workers end up in the industry after being abused/raped by men. They do it as a sign of taking their power back. A lot also do it to support their drug habits. I on the other hard have fallen into it for none of these reasons. I started it because the idea of it completely turned me on.
Im not only a sex release for my clients but I'm also like a counsellor. Most of my clients have their own personal issues and that's why they see me. With 70% of them, I don't even sleep with them. They just want female interaction.
Some people ask me how I can enjoy seeing fat old, yukky looking men and to be honest, they might do just one thing that turns me on and then I start thinking about how gross they are and believe it or not but it turns me on even more. When I'm at work I feel like I have a purpose.
Don't get me wrong, I am not an idiot. Im quite a smart person, Working in the sex industry for me helps my addiction - sex.
I love my job... is that OK? What are your thoughts? ( I'm asking I kind of want an idea what the counsellor might say)