Within a week ago my friend committed suiside. Im finding it really hard because we got along so well.
A few months ago he said to my cousin he fancied me and I never really took much notice of it and we never talked about it or anything but as soon as he's gone I start to really like him.
Its true when they say you don't know what you have when its gone but I just want to know if theirs anything to make me move on.
There is never a day I don't think about him even if I'm out with friends. It hurts so bad :(