Gay guy falling in love with straight guy
So I've been working with this guy for about year and half.
He's has with two kids with his live-in girlfriend.
I'm a single gay.
Everyday at work, we flirt a lot, he tells me that he loves me, he tells me that I'm cute, he's even asked me if I wanted to see his penis.
What does this mean? Is he just joking/messing with me?
Could he secretly be gay? Is he just looking for attention?
As hard as it is for me to figure it out, I'm afraid I'm starting to fall in love with him.
I fantasize about him breaking up with his wife to be with me.
I know this is wrong. I know I shouldn't even be thinking about this but he is all I can think about.
How do I make this feeling go away?