So anxious she hates me now.
I recently broke up with my ex of 6 months after being separated for 2 years. We got back at the beginning of this year, only friends with benefits, seeing each other about 2 times a week sometimes once!
Well recently a month ago, she found someone else, and has contacted me. She said she isn't sure she wants to be with me, or with him, but saids I'm always there for her, and I'm the one she wants to be with. In the last month or so we have seen each other twice, having sex both of the time, and she being with someone else!
The reason she keeps calling me, and being with me those times its because she doesn't know what she wants. When then again the times that we have been together (2), we go out hang out, and she tells me that she is tired of him, and not good for her that we are together again and all! Both of those times, she came back to the other guy the next day or so! So that leaves me there like a fool taking me back any time that she wants. This being happening for quite sometime already!
I've known her for 10 years now, so we got history together! Well last Tuesday night, she called me to hang out, which it was the second time in a month, and we went for some drinks, and then again she would tell me she is confused, she don't know what she wants, and talks about how the other guys gets her into risky situations, like drinking alcohol in the car, and carrying illegal drugs in her car! I have never done that kind of stuff to her before! So I told her, this guy its not good for her, that she will get in trouble with the law if she keeps doing that, and not only me but her coworkers! We ended up going to her apartment, and did have sex, and talked about being together again!
Next day she calls me, and tells me she's confused, and need some time alone to think about what she wants. So again she used me! So 4 days go by and its 12:30 am on Sunday, late Saturday, and I'm out and about with friends, so I get this call from her telling me she is in JAIL, that she needs my help! As I told her before this guy its going to get you in trouble. She almost cry telling me to go bail her out, and pay for her car. 750 dollars for me to get it out of the towing place! I was like an hour away from the police station so even if I wanted to help her out I couldn't! She tells me that I'm the only person she can count on is me, which is true. I'm always there whenever she need me! She would also get in trouble if her family would find out, so I was the only hope I guess. So here come the tricky part! She got in trouble for carrying open liquor on her car, having drugs there (marijuana). She sounded like she was drunk over the phone, I don't know if she had a DUI or something, but I wanted to help her but she was in jail with the guy she cheated on me with! At that moment I thought this wasn't right! As much as I care for her, I know it wouldn't be right to help her out! Now I don't know what's going on with her! I don't mean no harm for her, and I hope she's doing fine, but I don't know if I did the right thing by not helping her out, which I could have, but after we have talked about how she would get into trouble by doing this!
What its on her mind now, and what she thinks of me by not helping her? Did I do the right thing or not? Does she hate me?
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