Cheating on my girlfriend and now dumped
OK, well I'm a 19 yr old male who is maddly in love... now my problem is with my "ex girlfriend" she is 18 and we have been seeing each other for two years... in the beiginining of the relationship it was great and no problems... but then a few months in I began cheatin on her with numerous girl exactly 5 diff. girls... she found out because I got caught and she broke up wit me afta each time but she always took me back because I sai di would change... well finally afta the 5th time I did CHANGE... its been 9 months and I ahvent even attempted talking to another girl... me and her have been on and off and right now were off takig space is what she wants to call it... she can't trust me an di understand that but I know I'm a gret catch and she knows I do love her and I know a part of her believe I have changed... but now she thinks she needs this space.. which I don't understand because its been 9mths I haven't cheated on her she finnally gets what she wants and now she says we need some space... but we still talk and see each other she just doeant want the relatinship thing... and theother night me and her hung out and I found out she had talked and chilled with another guy which they didn't do anything but hang out at a club... and she swears she wants nothing to do with him and she wants to be with me but still wants some space... im getting hurt now because instead of blowin up and getting mad I understand I deserved her talking to another guy because I what I had done in the past an di explained that to her and she was surprised for me to not go crazy over her talking to another guy instead I took it for what it was and told her I can TRUST her and I do want to be with her and want to make her happy... I just want to know if I am just waistin my time and should just move on because she will never trust me again or shoul di wait around and give her space and try to make things work... hoppeelsssy in LOVE please help me out