Porn addiction help relationship anxiety
I am a 21 year old male. I am a very devoted Christian and I am very close to my church congregation. I am secretly battling a porn and masturbation addiction. I have a great girlfriend who loves me but I feel like I have a lot of anxiety and can't tell if I love her. I have been researching and I think a lot of my relationship anxiety and addiction comes from my relationship with my mother. She has always been bipolar and often depressed. Also very narcisistic and on and off drugs. I also had some sexual encounters with some other young children when I was very young. It was brought on by them not me but I feel like I may be damaged goods. How do I move beyond all this?