I come to realize it is impossible for us to be together as a couple. I did some quizs, and the results told me the same thing, he doesn't like me. But no matter how much my friends and strangers advise me, I still don't want to get rid of him. My love is blind, but it is always a dream in my heart.
I couldn't help texting him, although he already chose to ignore me. But I want to let him know that, I am about to marry someone in June. Before that, I want to hear his voice from the phone again. I might not have the ability to resist tears. What I won't tell him is that I like him more than my fiancé. Their difference is that my fiancé loves me, and he doesn't.
I locked myself in the piano room for hours. Every music reminds me that my life is like this, I couldn't be with him forever. I devoted myself to the melancholy songs for hours. I can't hear any lyrics, but the sad music.
Why do some people I don't love treat me with a true heart? And why does someone I love play with my heart?
Before him, I was lonely. He made my life beautiful in my dream. But I feel lonely also because of him.

Why are you getting married if you are still hung up on someone else? Is this really fair to your fiancé? You haven't even said it is over with this guy. Have you been seeing them both at the same time? You need to end one relationship and give yourself time to heal before you rush into marriage with another.

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Why do some people I don't love treat me with a true heart? And why does someone I love play with my heart?

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Whoa. You love someone better than the person you're going to marry? I'm sorry, but I feel that's really dishonest.

What are you doing? Take a good hard look at yourself in the mirror. How would you feel if the person you loved, and were about to marry, loved someone better than they loved you?

The course you're taking is madness, and will only lead to pain, sadness and grief. It's irresponsible, because you're not only playing with your own life, you're playing with someone else's.

You need to treat the person you don't love with 'a true heart' and put off this wedding. It's simply not fair to him.