My best friend had sex with my boyfriend.. I was drunk and let it happen... help!
Last weekend I threw a surprise party for my boyfriend and I invited all of our friends including my friend "may". She and I have been friends for about 5 yrs. And me and my boyfriend have been together for 2. we all use to live in an apartment together me my boyfriend and her and her boyfriend. We all talked once about switchin partners for fun or having a group thing. But I told my friend that I couldn't let her sleep with my boyfriend I love him too much and that if that happened it would ruin everything between everyone involved plus I was in no way attracted to her boyfriend. She agreed.. well we all moved out and she had a baby with her boyfriend (im the godmother). Well now he works a state over for 2 weeks at a time so I invited her to this party cause she had a babysitter and I figured she was stressed taking care of her baby all day everyday without help. So needless to say I was completely wasted and so was my boyfriend we'd been slamming shots with all our guests since 8 pm. She showed up at about 1030 and had nothing to drink so I let her have 3 shots of my liquor cause it was almost gone and no one else gave her any I know that. So than she approached me about ten min later and asked if I would let her have sex w/my boyfriend & I would get to **** his friend as a switch thing... I said no and played it off.. few more drinks later she came back to me with my bf's friend and asks again and I just agreed without thinking.. ((obviously)) I made both of them promise me they wouldn't go down on each other that it was a boundary and they both swore they wouldn't... I ended up messin with his friend but he couldn't stay hard so we didn't do it. I had started soberin up and my boyfriend and my best friend come out of the bathroom and they sat down and shared a cig she said she could see why I like him and I started losing it a little I took him in a back room and found out he ate her out and she blew him... I know I shouldn't care but I do after I was sober I realized my friend had been sober and took advantage of the situation.. I've seen her take 10 shots and she never tried anything... now her boyfriend is coming back to town and I can't face her.. I don't think I'll be able to get over it this guy I'm with isn't just my boyfriend he's my fiancé and this has really ruined our relationship even though he was really drunk and his friend talked us into it I still am mad at him and I don't know what to do please help me!!