How do I deal with being a loser?
In my school I'm regarded as a loser. I'm in 7th grade, and my friends are a mix of nerds, geeks and outcasts. I don't even think THEY like me that much. It's becausw I laugh to loud, I'm a stupid nerd/geek, I'm a weirdo, I suck at Physical Education and I'm ugly (I don't need to hear that "You're Beautiful" shiz. It doesn't work. -_-) Last year I was standing in a lunch line and a popular girl called me a "creep"... I had never talked to me before and her first sentence to me involved her calling me a creep. Wow. A few days later, I was standing next to that same girl in P.E. and she saw me and she gave a disgusted look and walked away. Again, that same friggin girl was sitting in front of me while we were watching a movie. Another girl (who was nice and even more popular than the mean girl) threw something across the room. The mean girl thought it was me, and she was digusted. I told her it wasn't me and when she found out it was the other popular girl who threw it, she smiled at that girl, laughed, and ignored me... again, wow. Today I was walking to class and a different popular girl was standing in the doorway, holding the door open for people, but when I walked up, she literally just let go of the door when I was right next to it, and then she pushed in front of me and went inside. I think about these events and my heart hurts. How do I deal with being a major loser? I know popularity won't matter too much when I get older, but... what do I do for now?