Its not that bad yet I feel it is worse for no reason.
I have lost my drive. I don't know why. I have been being really depressed for no reason really. I have a good life. I have many friends who care and can go out and put on a good face for the scene. Yet I for some reason don't feel complete. My ex and I broke up eight months ago, and I feel like I am going back to the way I was before I met her. That is very apathetic. Just exist. It feels like she took the drive she gave me and now I can't find out how to do that for myself. It feels like there is nothing to live for in the world. I am not going to cause harm don't worry about that. I just want a way to love myself and be happy alone or with someone? How do people believe in themselves. How do they learn that they are good people? I know I am and I love my life but it still seems like the life I don't want. If anyone has suggestions on how I could change myself awareness and myself image that would be great.