I really do not understand what is wrong with me. I cry because I failed my driving test multiple times and cant seem to pass it. I cried because I just passed the essay I worked hard on but others got a first. I cried because I was in hospital and my health is weak. I cried because I have low social capabilities and cannot seem to get along with anyone very well.
This is not the life I wanted to live, neither do I understand why God is putting me so much pain. I just want a few good friends, good family and want to be happy and healthy. I do not want to go through these feelings because I really believe that I deserve happiness and have been like this for way too long.
Don't know what to do from now on basically.