I have been through A lot and now I don't feel things like joy, happyness or love. I know deep down that I really do like my boyfriend but I don't get those wearm fuzzy feelings or chills when he touches me, like I did with other boys I was with. I rarely feel feelings like pain but I do feel it everynow and then and I do cry. I wish it was different. Badly.

Are these things you've been through still going on/How long ago were they? What is your age range? It's good you recognize that you are sad, and that you want to be happy. Or have things back to what they were. Did you used to feel differently about this boyfriend? What kind of things have you been though? Like loss or other things?

Im going through something similar :/