Originally Posted by SJB1701E
Well after two months of being back together, my (ex)girlfriend has dumped me again. She says she expected things to go back to the way they were but doesn't feel like they are. She says she doesn't have the same feelings for me that she used to and no longer feels like I'm the one shes supposed to be with. I can't make her have the same feelings for me. I kind of had a feeling this was coming the past couple weeks but I thought it was just paranoia. I wish there was more I could have done but there wasn't. I did everything I could and still failed. I'm glad I tried though. Even though I had my already broken heart crushed again, I'm glad I tried. I wouldn't have forgiven myself if I hadn't. I don't know what to do now. I don't mean about her, I mean about me. I don't know where to turn to what to do. The rest of my life feels trivial and unimportant at the moment. I don't know what to do next. Its over with her and I don't know what comes after. I don't know what to do. I guess its back to NC for good.