Why do I sense death and what does it mean?
Hi!
I've never posted about my "feeling" as I call it but I really would like some answers or to even understand it. I don't see how it help to have this and what it means.
It all started when I watched a film called 'Butterbox Babies' 18 years ago. I got a strange sense that I could not explain but thought nothing of.
There then started to be a pattern! I got this "feeling" for a few days, starting very midly and then as the days progressed it would get stronger (I have it as I'm typing and is day 3). Anyway, on the day is it is strongest and then disappears someone dies. It is always someone that I have never met but someone who is close to someone I know well. Over the years I have trusted people to tell them about it as a way to show I'm not mad and don't make it up. It has happened too many times to not be true and always follows the same pattern. I have been able to say which days I had it and what day I feel the person has passed away and it has always been correct. Once I had my "feeling" and then it disappeared. I felt pain in my heart. I discovered the person had died but managed to be resuscitated.
The hardest time was when I said I knew it was different but I didn’t know why. I was to find out a few days later that it was my friends 12 week old baby that died. I had not met this baby yet.
I can't explain the feeling that I get other than it is a sixth sense that I can’t describe. As it gets stronger, I notice it all of the time and I can go into complete dazes and can become very emotional. I really don't understand it. Some say it is a gift but how can it be? I never know who it is going to be until it happens and it only happens to someone that I have never met but is close to someone that I know. Any suggestions or advice on what to do next would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks
Neaera