I get depression from my family, should I run away?
Hi! I'm new to this website and I thought it would help my question.
I don't know but I get treated like a slave sometimes in my family :/ I'm the second oldest in the family, and I do everything! Chores, babysitting, cooking, everything like I'm the mother of the family! My oldest sister does nothing, she doesn't even do one single dish in the sink, and everything is left to me to do.
Sometimes I have a lot of homework to do and they're due in like a week and when I don't have time to do it. I feel pressured and depressed. My heart hurts and I cry because my mom expects me to have at least 5 A's and I'm only in year 10. To top that off my parents always argue about money, it's like that's the only problem in the household. They always fight and ask each other for divorce and every time that happens I get a massive fit to the extent that it's hard for me to breath.
There are so many other problems that's put on my shoulder and I can't do anything. I can't let them see me cry, I can't shout, I can't go out with my friends. I can't do anything, I feel really frustrated when I'm around them or even at home. Please help me. I don't know what do, and I can't talk to them seriously because I have tried and they don't even give a crap about my problems. In other word they don't take me seriously and I end up being scolded for being annoying. :(