Originally Posted by jas per
we had been together for two years but after the first year i was really messed up, it was nothing to do with her she was always brilliant and she loved me more then anything i was always there for her and she was there for me but when i did need her for some stupid reason i went to somebody else and ended up cheating on her after that she found out and left me. she always begged me back but i rejected her and said it just wouldnt work even though i still absolutely loved her i just couldnt forgive myself for what I had done. after a couple of months i realised i was wrong and that i would never hurt her again so we got back together after this she felt so messed up she kissed someone else and text him for a short while i found out and forgave her but after that i was constantly paranoid and never trusted her and she was always strange with me. a month ago she left me and last week i saw her kissing someone else in a club. i know we are over but i can't believe she has done this so quick. i love her so much and i know exactly how to be the old me i was when we fell in love but i think it may be too late and that i have hurt her too much! i spoke 2 her the other day and she said she still loved me but just thinks too much has happenend and said the guy she kissed was a friend and he was out with his gf but who holds someone and kisses them on the lips in front of there gf? what should i do???