Need a little support about NC
There is an order of protection (restraining order) against my soon to be ex husband for hitting me and destroying my property.
I am NOT contacting him.
But he won't stop texting me. He hasn't called again lately. But he keeps texting me. I report the text messages each time they come. I'm not sure what they are doing about it.
I will be honest, I'm not a very strong person... today he texted me several times saying 'i will always love you'
I'm NOT going to contact him. I'm NOT having second thoughts. Or any of that kind of thing... tomorrow morning I'm calling my cell company to change my phone number...
I'm not sure what the point of this post is except for some support maybe... im having a hard time biting my tongue and NOT replying to him. I have so much I want to say to him. Most of all I want to tell him I couldn't care less if he still loves me or not. But I don't...
No one told me the No Contact thing would be so hard. Not because I miss him. But because I don't like just sitting around and listening to him go from 'i will always love you' to 'your a f****** b****** and you are going to pay for it'
Ugh.
Thanks for letting me vent a little.
Its almost all over. Sometime this week he is going to be served with the papers to sign that he received the paperwork and that he knows he has the right to contest it. Then I get to hold my breath for 20 days waiting to see if he will contest it. If not, they process the papers, and its OVER. *sigh*