Well Pink, that's life, it doesn't always work out the way we want it to. I didn't want to be a single mom, but I made choices, and I have to live by those choices. Things change, we don't always get what we want. Sh!t happens, life happens, and you got to roll with the punches. You need to talk to your doctor and your husband about your feelings. You can't always live in fear of what other people are thinking or will think about you. When you fall, you need to pick yourself up and brush yourself off. I hope this makes sense. What's happening to you is a wonderful thing, but if it's not right for you, then you need to make that decision for you. It seems you already have your mind set. Just make sure you are doing what you plan on doing for YOU not for anyone else. What ever choice you make, make it for you.
