Is it possible for good ghosts to protect me from the bad ghosts? I'm scared.
Okay, It's been happening for years now.. but more now than ever. I forgot to add my last one, that 2 people have answered, this "whatever it is" has been with me in 3 different homes... 3 whole different cities.
I've heard them, felt them, and seen them. Doing good and bad to me. Trapping me against the wall and throwing an object at me where a knife was at the place it hit near me... is not what I consider nice!
Okay, so anyhow, I'll fill u in... I have a grandma, mom, and nephew who are deceased and I played with a Quiji board (however it's spelled), back when I was 17... I'm 36 now. I've had moments when I enter the room we stay in now, and I feel a lot of heavyness... and feel the presence of something, it doesn't feel like a human company.. it's a angry feeling surrounding us. Most of it happens in the room, being brushed up against my backside when no one was even near or in the room with me. Being pushed up against the wall for a whole minute where I couldn't get loose, when no one was on or near the bed I was laying on. Havinng my hand touched as if someone is saying, it's going to be okay (that I feel is my mom). Feeling someone lay on the bed and put their head on the pillow beside me, where my elbow rested... no one on the bed with me (that could be her too, cause it didn't touch me) Hearing a woman talk in my ear, saying my name and when I mentally thought to myself "who was that", mom was said. (that has to be her). But it's when I hear an angry growl or moan like a man is pissed off, kind of sound... kinda like... " eeeeerrrrrraaarrrrr"... sometimes it sounds different but I try not to focus on it too much anymore because some sights I've read about it on.. said if u ignore it.. it may get even more pissed off but eventually leave u alone. I try not to ignore it too much, cause what it's done, the bad one, I experienced when I tune into it... give it my attention, I'd hate to see what it would do if I just flat out ignore it. I'm scared, but curious at the same time. What the F*****K is it and why me?
I've had things moved on shelves where it was obvious... no one was in the room for a couple hours.. door closed... and my boyfriend and I went in there and said "what the F***K happened in here?! There was a basket (a bath set basket) knocked off a completly stable spot...moved over and thrown on its side in the middle of the floor and above where that was, alot of stuff was pulled out of the shelf...like it was trying to block the door with it all. I don't knkow.
But, there were times ..one of them...showed itself in a full bodied figure...black shadowy lookin person, this happened twice. I think more, but I wasn't paying attention to it....thought it was the shadow of something at first. But, one night, I woke up from a nightmare...I forgot what it was about now, but I looked in the corner of the room...(same area that happened in) and saw a full bodied black shadow figure with a scary skeletal look.....I tried to scream but my mouth was open and I was putting in alot of effort but nothing came out...I felt like I couldn't breath good, and almost a minute later, still seeing it there, I was able to scream for help. I was crying and screaming. Then I was able to move, after screaming for a few seconds...still seeing it...I got off the bed and slowly and cautiously went towards the door, (a few steps from the bed) and quickly opened the door and stepped out...everything was fine out in the living room...about 5 feet from the room, everyone (my boyfriend's friend and that guys friend) sitting out there like nothing was going on...carrying on a conversation. Freaked me out. The atmosphere felt releaved when I left the bedroom too, the heavy feeling of anger was gone.
anyhow,...that was in the middle of the night. Another night....early, around 6 or 7, I don't remember the exact time...but my boyfriend and my daughter were in the kitchen...my boyfriend was cooking...I could hear them talking in there...I was in the room, with the door closed, as I was smoking a cigarette, and sitting on the side of the bed, tv on ...overhead bedroom light on...all of a sudden I saw someone move by the corner of my eye...I thought nothing of it...then I saw it again...I turned and looked at the desk...not wanting to look at the exact spot by the door as I knew there was no one in the room with me....I saw it again!!! The full bodied figure....I looked a little to the left...so my vision area was way closer, but not looking directily at it. It was still there...I sat looking in the direction for almost two or 3 minutes...it was a long time. It began to move...I looked ...same direction area...but down at the floor so I could see it better...with my head still looking foward in the direction my vision was before, but my eyes down at the floor (cause I read about some too weak to show themselves to your direct eye sight...peripheral takes less energy for them to show us) It kept moving closer and closer to me...but not walking, it was gliding in the air...no feet....I started thinking...am I really seeing this or is it all in my head...it kept coming.
I was even watching a happy show on tv. Nothing that would stir up negativity in my head. I remember that, cause I was in a happy goofy mood.
But it kept coming toward me...my heart started racing, I wanted to see what it would do, but I was scared at the same time. I didn't look directily at it...UNTIL it got a few inches from me...at my side...I gasped and looked up...I saw it for a few seconds..it had no face, wasn't too chunky looking....looked almost slim built with shoulder length hair...but a shadowy look to it...solid black shadow. After I looked at it for about 5 seconds, it was gone.I don't know what it would have done to me if I would've been brave enough to sit there and let it get 3 inches closer where it would have touched me. I was afraid that when it touches me it is stronger cause it connects to my energy. I heard about that...about the Quiji board pulling a persons energy to show itself...so I was afraid to give it my energy.
Is that why at times I can't move or speak or yell...because it pulled all my energy normally used for that?
Yeah, but I've had a shelf make a sound like someone punched it hard when I got close to it...that was in the kitchen...happened 5 times now...that I can count.
Sometimes I hear slight sayings from a man...when I'm laying in the bed with my boyfriend, and we're watching tv...I ask him "what did u say, I couldn't hear u" He looks at me wierd and tells me..."I didn't say anything"... I was tripped out by that , but not too scared like when I'm in the room alone.
My boyfriend told me today, that last night he had a really scary dream. He wanted to wake himself up but he stayed strong and paid attention. (He's half *Native American*). He said his dead ancestors came to him in his dream and he looked at them looking past him, and he asked what they were looking at... they told him that we are surrounded by evil... there are a lot of bad spirits in the house with us... we're watching them, he asked them, do I have anything to worry about, they said no... he asked, then why are u watching them if we have nothing to worry about... they told him, because if we don't watch them then u will be in danger... he then asked , is anyone else here in danger... they said no.
Okay, sh**t! If they get tired of watching over us... then what!! I know my mom is watchng over me, but it was able to touch me!!
That dream freaked me out when he told me. We haven't talked about the whole paranormal thing for a few weeks... so that was random.
Anyhow... what do u guys think about the whole thing... I'm pretty freaked out now. I've had things moved on me too... can't find the item anywhere... I searched everywhere and later I find it in the most easiest place I could find it.
I've seen faded shadow images.. not full bodied look... but I've seen shadowy fuzzy things flying around the house too... sometimes it'll look like someone walked through the hall, while I'm on the living room couch watching TV... but no one opened a door... both doors were shut... it went into the bathroom... but the door was shut. I've also heard noises... unexplainable.
I used to think I was crazy or losing my mind,. when all this had first began... but now it keeps up. I'm not on drugs... don't lack on sleep or nothing... so I know I'm not crazy,
Please help!!