I know I have a "calling"; it's big... its not to preach, or televangelize though... I feel like its spiritual... about awaking people to divine guidance maybe? I wish the angels were still visible, however, my ONE friend who says she saw the same things growing up (but her psychiatrist loaded her with anti psych meds) well she told me, "Just because we can't see them anymore Steven, you know they want us to know that they are still right here...." And they do...