My home has changed following the death of my mom she was very religious, I feel wrong even doing this for fear its wrong///theres constant fights in the home; my husband and daughter beat on me , gang up on me , I have become withdrawn depressed, can't be near them, everyday and especially on sat nites my husband pics a fight and goes to a hotel no one trust anyone and it is one big mess//// amd not just them several people that are near my huscand and daughter do me wrong, all I think about is suicide what is happening//i need help please