I have been scared of my dreams for a long time because of the horrible things I used to see that, I don't allow myself to sleep long enough to dream... it's a method I use to distract myself from experiencing these events I 'watch' from the outside... I can't help anyone and I just watch things not only get destroyed but, watch people die, see vivid attacks on political buildings and at times can't even make out a situation but, it's so intense and know it's wrong that I force myself away from it... fearing what I will find out or see during all this.
I just want to help in anyway I can and I can't during these...
I really wish I could control them and when they come but, I have had a few out of body experiences where I have been the bystander of some horrific events that I'll never forget and when I try to explain them... I don't have the right words to get it out, so I just leave it and keep it inside. I know it's wrong but, I don't know what else to do.

I have this gift too, except I don't see crime scenes I see international events that happen whether in the past or the future. It seems to me that I have the visions not awake and not asleep but somewhere in the middle. It is almost like a pass out and then suddenly wake up.

When I was in my early 20's and living where I grew up with my family I had a dream that I was working in a field. There were mountains around me and I saw planes overhead dropping bombs. It was vivid and it was terrifying. Fast forward 10 years. My mother and I moved to Hawaii after the passing of my father. We were driving up Kunia Rd when suddenly I saw the very spot in my dream. I yelled for my mother to stop the car. I was shaking. I had told her my dream 10 years earlier and told her that this was exactly the spot I saw in my dream. Here comes the spooky part. A couple of years later while watching the movie Pearl Harbor, I found out that the planes going to Pearl Harbor came over those very mountains on their way to bomb Pearl Harbor. Somehow, I saw an exact vision of the past in my dream. To this day I can't understand or explain how it could happen. I do not believe in reincarnation, but I do know the soul can leave the body and travel when in a dream, but to the past? Can't explain that one.