Ever have that feeling where your just kind of blank but your thinking about things that you miss and how you can get them back. Your wondering what all happened. And you just kind of feel like your back in the past but your not. Your only imagining it to be happy.
I guess that's the only way I can explain it.
But I want to know a word to describe that feeling.

define:melancholy - Google Search

Why aren't you in school, beth?

Another word is nostalgia.

déjà vu is close

deja vu - Definitions from Dictionary.com

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

Another word is nostalgia.

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^^ I'll change my answer this. :)

define:Nostalgia - Google Search

I got suspended.

For what? For how long?

Tardies. 2 days.

The last thing you need is a suspension.

Why not get your act together and finish high school in a blaze of glory?

Ha. I need a break. And why's it matter? Ive already mesed my grades up too bad to ever make it into a college. There's no options for me. I can't and wouldn't go in the military.

If I lived closer and knew you, I would take you under my wing as a foster child. You definitely need a tutor and a cheerleader.

I'm not talking about college. I'm talking about a legit h.s. diploma so you don't end up in dead-end jobs and later having to slog around to get your GED.

I can't stand all the stress from school.. all it takes is one day and the suffering last for weeks. I'm not like other people. And I need to ask to never talk about school with me again, please. It just makes me really angry

Well, that's too bad. Your anger is not appropriate. Your future is.

I still don't understand what stress there is.

Just the thought of it is enough.

Being in a school all day with people you can't stand and can't stand you. There's no escape. It's not like a job where you can just quit or go somewhere else. Your forced to go their all day when 65% of an average school day is wasted. I figured that out one day.

I see. So not only are you ducking out of school, but you have no intention of sticking with a job either.

You're wrong about the wasted day.

You know how they say "live every day like it's the last" or whatever...
Why try in school if I may not live long enough to even graduate.
I don't do things if I don't have to or if theirs no point unless it has to do with music or J.
So I do nothing all day but listen to music and wait for him to talk to me

But you will live long enough to graduate.

Do you really want to be a loser? That certainly won't keep J around.

Hes the one that turned me into one.

No, he didn't. You did it to yourself.