Thanks Starty. I thought I could handle it, I'm not doing so good with that. I've never been big on opening up, at least not everything. I hope that someone else finds courage from what I posted, but my intentions were not as noble as that, I had to get rid of this, I had to let it out. If it does help someone else then that's wonderful, if they see themselves in me, I don't know if that's wonderful, the thought that someone else can feel this way is unbearable, I wouldn't wish it on anyone, yet I know I'm not the only one, and I'm one of the lucky ones as well. Just feeling scared today, shaky and weepy. Don't worry though, with all of you behind me I will be okay. I can still laugh, and smile and play the accordion (is that a good thing?) I'll get there, it will just take some time is all.

:)
Alty, I found courage from your post today.
OMGosh... we got to stop this here... no mention of coffee and we are doomed... I got mine, you got yours??

No, I switched to Ginger ale, it's good for what ale's you (hee, hee). It's got caffeine in it, does that count?

It doesn't count as coffee, BUT it counts!:)
See you later... :)

Bye for now sweet Starty, keep the others in line when they get back, we moms got to stick together and keep these younguns on the straight path. Get help from Synnen if you need it, she knows how to whip them into shape. :)

DUCT TAPE... it comes in their fave colors too:) Bwaahahahahahahahahaha!!

Duct tape LOL
I once heard this joke about... no I better not go there :-)

You guys just have to have a look at this... its hilarious , from Bulgarian Idol / Ken Lee


YouTube - Without you (aka Ken Lee), Mariah Carey (ENGLISH SUBTITLES)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!
I can't live without you... I am singing right now!

I know , after seeing that I can't get the silly song out of my head

Ken Lee, hee, hee. I needed that. Funny, funny, funny, keep them coming F4U.

Hey, were's our Sneezy boy? Sneezy, were are you? Hey, Sneezy and HChicky off line at the same time again. Hmmmm.

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Ken Lee, hee, hee. I needed that. Funny, funny, funny, keep them coming F4U.

Hey, were's our Sneezy boy? Sneezy, were are you? Hey, Sneezy and HChicky off line at the same time again. Hmmmm.

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Hmmmmmmm... again! LOL:D

What are Sneezy and HChicky up to? I guess my match making worked. Kudos to Alty, Yay Alty, Everybody feel free to join in. Go Alty go. Okay, enough, yay!

Your matchmaking works huh?

Well... I'm a sucker for a cute face, she has to love movies/music, if she's into video games; that's a plus... umm, lets see... smart, has to have a great sense of humor (im a sarcastic pr!ck), honest, confident... the works...

Find her Alty!

Okay, what about age? I'm assuming you want someone over 21, so here I go.

Hmm, cute face, video games etc. etc. My cousin is almost 21, she's gorgeous, loves music and movies, kicks butt in video games, does she have to be smart, isn't having the ability to stand upright a bonus? She's honest, not confident, a bit clingy, okay, okay, not for you.

Hmm, cute face, video games etc. etc. I'll find her, really I will, even if I have to start a thread titled "Looking for a girl for ihatewestseneca, any takers? Canadians welcome!"

Give me some time, it'll happen. Oh, I guess it would be a bad time to mention that even though allot of the people I've set up have gotten married, 99% of them have ended in divorce, the other 1% is thinking about it. Really, not my fault, once you guys get together it's up to you to make it work.

Maybe you should work on the sarcasm thing, I've got my sarcasm down to an art form.

Haha... thanks but my sarcasm needs no work... its just the way I like it, people think I'm an @ss... unless of course they can detect sarcasm.

And yeah, no clingy girls please... even though I'm a magnet for them...

p.s. let me know if you need a picture for that thread! Lol
p.p.s. yes, around 21.

To be honest, alty... I've never dated an older woman before... always younger.

HC'll be a new experience.

... HC's... walking the dog. I am studying for my midterms. Wednesday, Thursday, AND Friday. Sweet.

Sneezy - You know that HChicky's going to get mad that you made her walk the dog. She's not a, pick up poo with a baggy, kind of girl. Shame on you, second date and already making her do chores, I thought I taught you better than that.;)

IHW - So, 21, not clingy, understands sarcasm, smart. You do realize that other than the 21 year old criteria, you are talking about my girl HC? You just might have to fight Sneezy for her. Of course at this point it shouldn't be hard, he's making her walk his dog. Just buy some flowers and you're already a step ahead. :cool:

Now I get to sit back and watch the fight! Ahh, life is goooooood!:D

I didn't make HC do anything. Her being the wonderful person that she is, offered to walk the dog as I am studying for my midterms.

In return, I will buy her some chocolate =D

west... BACK. OFF.

Something wonderful's about to happen...

My professor MAY move our Thursday midterm to Tuesday.

I sound like a giddy little child... but so far, that would be the best news I've gotten all week. West may be able to relate... but Thursday midterm's worth 40% of my grade. 1 test. 4 questions. 40%. If he moves it to Tuesday, I... will be the happiest little man in all of atl tonight.

::crosses fingers::