Originally Posted by ihatewestseneca
So its been 6-7 months? since the break-up... last contact was during spring break... had a nice 3 hour talk over pie, it felt like i was over her... and i really think i am. but recently i've been thinking about her nonstop... i thought it was just a rough few days, those few days turned into a week, and that week has turned into 2 weeks... i try to stay busy.. but when i am busy i think about how im not thinking about her, and then i think about her again.
i know in my mind that its over and done with, but i can't help but think we'll see each other again... maybe its just false hope creeping back in. i just dont get it... i've done everything i could do to get her out, i have 2 jobs for the summer, i've been dating... but nobody really does it for me, y'know?
is it messed up that pretending to tell her the things i've been doing make me feel better? im not exactly talking to myself, but rehearsing what i would say to her... i dunno, it just sucks.