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its hard to find work i have slept in the park and in my truck many nights

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I'm glad you're back... First you need to talk with someone about helping you find a job. Go see your children and tell them you love them. I don't think she can't stop you from seeing them unless she has a court order.

The next thing talk to a friend or someone your close with there in your town. If your mom and dad are still living, maybe they will help you. All is not lost when you keep on trying.

Thank you I am not complaining I probably deserve what comes to me

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thank you i am not complaining i probably deserve what comes to me

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Whether you deserve it, that kind of talk isn't helpful right now. We're in survival mode, so let's work on that.

I wish I could be as positive and strong as all of you I just find it hard to see anything positive coming my way no offence but isn't it easy to be positive and strong when you are in a good place like most of you would you be in the same frame of mind if you were betrayed homeless or broken

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Whether or not you deserve it, that kind of talk isn't helpful right now. We're in survival mode, so let's work on that.

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Don't apologize... what we need to know is this, do you get to see your kids? Is there someone who will help you get back on your feet again?

I have snuk some visits with them at school

Getting a job I have to do myself I have no family mother and father are dead

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would you be in the same frame of mind if you were betrayed homeless or broken

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How about severely anemic, bleeding ulcers, confined to a wheelchair, and facing breast cancer? And your soulcat of 15 years had just died of congestive heart failure?

Are you talking about yourself I am so sorry honestly what keeps you going

And why

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i have snuk some visits with them at school

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I'll bet they were happy to see you? Their Daddy... yes, a lot of people have been in your position and they, like you have wondered what is there to live for? In your case.. Those children and I think you must be pretty darn smart. What sort of work did you do?

I installed security systems dvr systems card access systems and setup network security

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are you talking about yourself i am so sorry honestly what keeps you going

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I fought my way through it and am improving day by day. I'm picking up the pieces of my life bit by bit. This site kept me going. Oh, and forgot to tell you -- had lost my job along the way too, a job I loved with all my heart and had had for 25 years.

Is it worth it honestly what joy do you get out of life

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I fought my way through it and am improving day by day. I'm picking up the pieces of my life bit by bit. This site kept me going. Oh, and forgot to tell you -- had lost my job along the way too, a job I loved with all my heart and had had for 25 years.

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Wondergirl is a blessing to everyone here. I like her because she tells it like it is and Britt, she won't steer you wrong. She helped me through a bad time a while back and I'll bet she didn't even know it. We've all been through things that made us feel hopeless.. but there is always someone who says the right thing and makes you know you are worth something. Thanks and keep on posting... Thank you WG...

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is it worth it honestly what joy do you get out of life

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My ulcers have healed, my hemoglobin level is now above normal, I had a lumpectomy and radiation (so am supposedly cancer-free now), I have my soulcat's ashes near me and have instructed my kids to cremate me someday with them, and I am going to begin volunteering at the library where I used to work. I have already returned to co-lead the writers' group I started there.

Along the way, I met many interesting people -- medical staff and other patients.

Inch by inch, step by step.

Thank you makes me feel like a winer when I realize what you have gone through you are a very strong person I commend you

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My ulcers have healed, my hemoglobin level is now above normal, I had a lumpectomy and radiation (so am supposedly cancer-free now), I have my soulcat's ashes near me and have instructed my kids to cremate me someday with them, and I am going to begin volunteering at the library where I used to work. I have already returned to co-lead the writers' group I started there.

Along the wy, I met many interesting people -- medical staff and other patients.

Inch by inch, step by step.

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You inspire everyone WG. Britt.. You have a lot to live for... Your children...

My children are the only thoughts that keep me hear I realize that

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thank you makes me feel like a winer when i realize what you have gone through you are a very strong person i commend you

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I'm not telling you because I want to brag, but want you to realize that even thought the tunnel is dark, someone else in the tunnel has a flashlight. Do you walk deeper into the tunnel, or do you stick close to the flashlight guy?

I don't know

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my children are the only thoughts that keep me hear i realize that

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Have you checked into social services? And you need a social worker or counselor to help you get back on your feet, including get a job.

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How are you communicating with us?

University free access they think I am a student

I have to go

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university free access they think i am a student

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Are we helping you?

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university free access they think i am a student

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Do you know anything about Canadian social services?

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Certainly Canada has social services to help put a roof over your head plus food to eat, etc. I will PM some Canadian experts to wander over here to throw in their two cents.

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Depending on what city he is in, yes, we do have shelters for the homeless where a nights rest and good meals are included, Wondergirl, and he has access to his socialized medicine. There are homeless in every city, most people don't notice them. I missed the post where he said he lived in Canada, I guess. Maybe someone can provide the # of the post so I can catch up somewhat.

Edit: Scott's Mission supports homeless people in any Canadian city. They also provide food delivered to the homeless who want to live on the streets and not come in to sleep. There is also the YMCA on Jarvis St. in Toronto. Both are available.

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