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I'll be waiting for you to show up in the morning. Don't go outside -- we've had a bit of snow. It's very pretty, though.

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I just looked outside now dang snow everywhere. I isn't going nowhere.

I found a place

The Access Clinic in Milwaukee (414-257-7665)

I'd probably be fine with some mild anxiety medicine or something..

The clinic closes at 4 and it says I should be there before 2.

I'm debating whether I should go or not. :/

All this is mostly comes from not being when I lost my part-time job; now no one will hire me with my mood being like this. And the stigma of being long- term unemployed is worse then a prisoner out of jail to these employeers. :/

Meds will iron out the wrinkles. Then things will be smoothed out enough that counseling and job coaching will work. I'm here cheering for you! (and the roads are clear now) and will help however I can!

***ADDED*** I just looked up that clinic (you're very resourceful) -- I'm all for it, so GO!!

So what happened??

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So what happened?????

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Well you see.. what had happen was.. that I had uhh.. went there right and it was closed and uhh... they told me to come back tomorrow and uhh,,

Crap, I didn't go.. I wasn't scared I just didn't think I was uhh.. ready right now.. and uhh.. nothing I had to go babysit..

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Well you see..what had happen was.. that I had uhh.. went there right and it was closed and uhh... they told me to come back tomorrow and uhh,,,,

crap, I didn't go..i wasn't scared I just didn't think I was uhh.. ready right now..and uhh..nothing I had to go babysit..

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Who did you babysit?

I am embarrassed... highly embarrassed..

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Who did you babysit?

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My sister kids, since I stay inside all day she took it upon herself to leave me with them. Everyone else has lives so I'm alone.

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My sister kids, since I stay inside all day she took it upon herself to leave me with them. Everyone else has lives so i'm alone.

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How many and how old?

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How many and how old?

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Twins two boys both ages 2.

I'm going to have to try on Monday..

The only reason I don't go is that I didn't seem depressed enough I don't have a reason to go y'know?

I wrote that above because I was upset I don't know if it is really me that why I not go..

I do have anxiety problems but its not that serious...

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I do have anxiety problems but its not that serious...

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Um, you have no job, no life, you live inside your house 24/7, you say you are too fat and clothes don't fit right, you lie to me, so you are just fine?

Talk to me. I'm waiting.

Yes, yes that all true. I'm just an unemployed, no life having, never leave the house, to big for my clothes over eating buffoon.

I lie to make my life seem better. I lie to someone I care about because I can't handle telling that person the truth but he is waaaaay to good for me. And that hurts the most.

Not only that I'm extremely stupid and always confused.

And I won't get help or do anything because I secretly like not doing anything.
I fantasize of getting away from here; being the perfect person and we get married and live happily ever after
But I know its never going to happen so I really don't care..

I'm just a-ok/

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Yes, yes that all true. I'm just an unemployed, no life havin, never leave the house, to big for my clothes over eating buffoon.

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And I figured out who you are.

I thought you liked me.

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And I figured out who you are.

I thought you liked me.

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I do.

I'm just constantly upset and when I'm upset I do stupid things like this

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I'm just constantly upset and when I'm upset I do stupid things like this

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Well, you and I are going to get some things accomplished starting Monday, right? You have the weekend to rest up.

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Well, you and I are going to get some things accomplished starting Monday, right? You have the weekend to rest up.

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Ok, just help with this.

What should I do now since I'm waitng?
What the heck should I be dong now? I don't know and it's killing me.

Did you get your resume in good shape?

Make a list (neatly printed, on paper) of everything that is wrong with you.

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Did you get your resume in good shape?

Make a list (neatly printed, on paper) of everything that is wrong with you.

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Yes and No. I have everything but when I also asked to be critiqued they said it sucked and needed more details accomplishments and stuff.

I can't print anything yet no printers in the house I can use but I'll save it on word doc.

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Yes and No. I have everything but when I also asked to be critiqued they said it sucked and needed more details accomplishments and stuff.

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It did not suck. If you used the one I gave you, it is perfect once you added your personal info. They are crazy!! I've been helping people with resumes since 1985 and have taught seminars on it.

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I can't print anything yet no printers in the house I can use but I'll save it on word doc.

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I meant, like, the old-fashioned way, with a pen and paper, even lined notebook paper.