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Originally Posted by Justwaitingforthe1

people wouldnt kno if i had died. this sucks

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You don't want a challenge. Wimping out is better. Right?

There is places for professional help in the Rochester area. And you will find lots of people who want to help

Teen Suicide & Child Suicide help

Teen Suicide - Help for Troubled Teens

They have phone numbers for help groups, and one / one talking.

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

You don't want a challenge. Wimping out is better. Right?

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You are as strong as you want to be. Which one are you going be? Come back and talk to us.

I'm not wimping out, its not even a challenge its just dumb I just don't want to deal with any more stuff cause it makes me more sad

Killing yourself is not the answer. You need to be strong and push through life!

If you won't do it when your parents are there then you know they love you and wouldn't want you to do this! Talk to your parents tell them you need help!

No I just know my parents would call 911 and wouldn't want that..

I never said I live rochester

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Originally Posted by aimee_tt

Killing youself is not the answer. You need to be strong and push through life!

If you wont do it when your parents are there then you know they love you and wouldnt want you to do this! Talk to your parents tell them you need help!

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Have you taken any meds tonight?

Nopes

Why not go to the school counselor? Or even to a teacher that your close to. They can get you help!

School is over and I have a theripst but I stopped going

Why did you stop?

Because everyone thought I was good and that I was going to get perscribed medacation but my mom still hast gotten it cause she doesn't trust me... and my theripst said come back when yr on medication sooo I just haven't gone back

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Originally Posted by Justwaitingforthe1

school is over and i have a theripst but i stoped going

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Tell your folks how you're feeling. Can you even imagine how hard it would be for them to cope if you commit suicide? It's the ones who are left behind who have to go through the "what ifs or "it's my fault". Having to go through your birthday and Christmas and other special occasions with an empty chair sitting at the table. Empty because you chose to take your life.

Nothing but emptiness.. no you anymore. It's forever.

Call your therapist, and in some school districts, there are staff at school all year. And there are local lines in your area for help, use them.

Talk to your parents if they don't trust you taking tablets then they can watch you take them. They can put a lock on the medicine cabinet and only let you take what they give you.

Then get back to therapy.. Tell your parents that they have to do this as your thinking of suicide and you need help.

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Originally Posted by Kitkat22

Tell your folks how you're feeling. Can you even imagine how hard it would be for them to cope if you commit suicide? It's the ones who are left behind who have to go through the "what ifs or "it's my fault". Having to go through your birthday and Christmas and other special occasions with an empty chair sitting at the table. Empty because you chose to take your life.

Nothing but emptiness..no you anymore. It's forever.

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Yeaaa I know.. sometimes I feel like its pay back though for like all the things they have done but that's just kind of wrong

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Originally Posted by Justwaitingforthe1

Yeaaa i kno..sometimes i feel like its pay back tho for like all the things they have done but thats just kinda wrong

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Payback for what? Listen there is not one person in this world who is perfect. We all make mistakes, a lot of them. The thing is we get second and third chances. Learn from your mistakes as I have learned from mine and move on.

You have to see there are beautiful things in this world and yes there are ugly things. Think of that and tell your mom and dad please.

Payback because they tottaly like forgot that I was abused and just like covered it up and then one day started to be friends with his family again and all of asudden there in my life and I don't want that.. and I think they know its akward for me but they just do nothing
AND... I know there are beautiful things but like all I see is badness

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Originally Posted by Justwaitingforthe1

payback because they tottaly like forgot that i was abused and just like covered it up and then one day started to be freinds with his family again and all of asudden there in my life and i dont want that..and i think they kno its akward for me but they just do nothing
AND...i kno there are beautiful things but like all i see is badness

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They know and they still go around your abuser? You need to tell the police... he could be doing some other young person the same way. Don't be scared to confront him. Go to Child services and tell them what he did.