Another curious question: Do you think you were emotionally abused by anybody?

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Originally Posted by KeepItSimpleStupid

Another curious question: Do you think you were emotionally abused by anybody?

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When I was younger there was just little things and I don't even think they'd count as being abused. My dad was kind of a jerk but that's all I can think of.

If you can't tell your parents Please Please Please tell your counselor at school Raven, please! There is help out there but you need a doctor so you are going to have to tell your counselor at school or some other adult you trust. You have your whole life ahead of you and you don't have to suffer when help is right there just for asking. You don't have to hurt anymore, you don't have to kill yourself, you don't have to distract yourself with self harming. Get help now and start living the rest of your life with a happy heart. Good luck!

PS your parents will get over it, you have your LIFE to think about!

Mmk, I am younger than you, but I understand almost exactly what your going through, I feel the same way allot, and I've cut, and hurt myself multiple times too... when you feel down, think of God, tell yourself that he's there, whatching you suffer, trying to help you, but your letting the devil in, you have to push him away, don't look down, that's where the devil is, look up, because that's where God is. He hates seeing you suffer, and he wants you to be safe, and what ever you do, do not take yourself away, you will not be happy after wards.

I would suggest going to your guidance counselor at school, or some adult that you know around you. I wouldn't advise getting anti-depressants unless they are from a dr. But with you have thoughts of suicide, anti-depressants with further the thoughts. I am on anti-depressants and they are great for me. Even going to counseling is a big help. You get advise from someone who isn't with you 24/7 so they get to hear just your perspective on things and give advise for you, not agree with someone else or take someone else's side. There are plenty of places that you can go for teens, look it up online. It will help, I promise. And when you go, just tell your step father that you are going to a friends house if you don't want him to know. ;)