Tell someone, anyone that this is happening! A friends parents, a school official, a police officer, social service... ANYONE! You will be removed from your home, but will not loose your friends and family. You need to get help right away... this has already hurt you in so many ways. It kills me that I don't know who you are , because I'm a Mother and would do anything I could to help you! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL SOMEONE! You don't have to live like this, and definitely don't deserve to... email me if you want to talk... [email protected]... my name is Jennifer