The bickering is getting close to having this thread closed. Can we please keep on topic for the OP?

You are totally correct and I am leaving this thread alone.

Fine by me, I only wanted to help her through this and express my opinion

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I'm almost positive I'm a 100% crazy, and its eating me alive.

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Your not crazy, just caught up in things that are way over your head or ability to understand.

The good news is, you can change with the proper guidance, and influence. If thats what you really want.

Start with Narcotics Anonymous, costs nothing but your time.

Wow I didn't mean to start a war there for a second lmao
But thank you all your advice is really giving me a perspective that I didn't have before on this whole situation my life and myself :)

The weed isn't your problem that doesn't really mess with you read.. you must need to talk to someone about it in person and get help.. cause if you family does have mental conditions that's a plauseable cause of what your feeling