Originally Posted by
KBC
Hi C:)
I can help you understand the addiction side of taking medications,,even for the correct reasons.
A year ago I had surgery on my knee,they prescribed Darvocet for the recovery(I think,it's been a whole your,ya know...lol)anyway,,I took them as I was supposed to.
At first,I needed them for the pain,,soon I was taking them for the pleasure,then I had none and wanted more,,with my past record of addiction,I fully expected this to happen,Upon stopping I went through withdraws,moodiness(above and beyond the 'normal' bipolar stuff),attitudes,,etc.
Last summer I had surgery for my right hand(carpel tunnel release)I was prescribed Darvocet(I remember them..lol)I took them for the pain,then for the pleasure,had withdraws,moodiness and attitude,,,(pattern forming)
A few weeks ago I had surgery for my left hand(carpel tunnel release)I was prescribed Darvocet,I took them for the pain,then for the pleasure,am now having withdraws,moodiness and attitude..(Pattern complete)
Do I know I am an addict,,Sure,I've known that since '85.
Does an addict change their stripes even though they stop taking drugs,,,NEVER!Once an addict,always an addict.
You have seen me,do I look like some street junky?,no,I am just another person in the world with an addictive personality.
I can't say you don't have an addictive personality,only you can,,knowing the symptoms like I have described as to addiction,you can make you mind up as to the addictive nature of you!(BTW,I am not unique in this personality,,most addicts are just like this,,clean or not)
If you really think you might be taking the pills,or anything that you might think seems wrong,,ask,,seek advice from people you trust,,I hope I am one of them,I would surely try to advise you in the addictive medication,abuse,,etc area,,always have,always will.
Take care my friend,,I'll be thinking about you today.
Ken