I feel bad not doing it for you because you have been there when I was depressed and you have given me great advice and I want to do it for you but I don't think I'm bad enough to get help. And plus I don't deserve help, I have put my family though all of this and Im the last person to deserve help.

Levy, you need help now. It is bad now.

No its not. Im okay and I'm trying the goldfish and tic tacs out I feel like I wouldn't purge as much

I think I am going to treatment within the next few months

No. No "think." No "few months."

Next week. Make an appointment.

But I just started school today and my parents don't even know the severity of it I was going to tell my mom but she's not going to be here anymore.

Who do I even talk to, to make an appointment

At school. Tell a teacher or your guidance counselor.

Where did your mom go?

Umm she's just not going to be around much now
And what do I say I just go up to the office and say I need help..

You have a guidance counselor?

Yes

Why?

You ask to see your guidance counselor and you talk with that person.

What am I supposed to say I throw up and I need help?

Tell him/her you are anorexic and bulimic, don't eat, are starving yourself to death, throw up a lot, take laxatives, and want to be well again.

I don't think they will be able to help will they I mean I'm sure they are just going to call home and they will let my mom take care of it

Tell them your mom can't help you and you need a strong adult to help you.

If I had the school's phone number and your name, I would quickly get help for you. I want you to do this for yourself.

I feel like me doing that just puts a burden on the school to get me help. I don't even think I deserve help people are so much worse than me.

If you are going to start spouting excuses and begin whining, I'm finished with this nonsense -- because that is what it has become. If you won't help yourself, there is nothing more I can do.

Okay