It's natural to be afraid - but you will never be on your own - not in the long term. You just lack confidence. Will a little bit of help and support you can achieve confidence and all your goals with it. I have every faith you will do what's right for you and will end up a very happy lady. Just hang in there and never give up and remember you are not on your own!

Menu-I normally am the harshest on cheaters ,but your story is so compelling and so heartbreaking that I want you to get help very badly. If you have no health insurance you MUST contact your doctor and set up some sort of payment arrangement and yes this process usually MAKES people depressed but your need is so great, you must try. YOUR husband must be made aware of the problem and he needs to take an active role in getting you what you need to be whole again. Even if you must be admitted to the Emergency room OR check yourself into a mental health facility! Don't be afraid, but YOU must make an effort to see a doctor ASAP!:cool: ;)

Talaniman, I will call around today and see what I can find out. Thanks

Dear menu. You could also try your local church - they can also guide you in the right direction.

As already has been suggested, please try as best as possible to receive therapy of some kind - that would be most beneficial.

Don't forget, we are also here and will stay with you in this. So, don't give up and keep us posted.

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Counseling, I believe your marriage can be saved.