Ask Me Help Desk - Alty's chit chat thread.

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Originally Posted by Altenweg

Nope. I've never been a Canadian citizen. I'm looking into it, but as of now I'm still a German citizen with landed immigrant status in Canada.

That's why getting a passport is not fun.

You Alien!!
Hehe just kidding. That's Canada, a big ole melting pot of cultural goodness!

Hey Emop. What's shaking?

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Originally Posted by Aurora_Bell

Oh yikes. I am neither rest assured. But I don't know if I would be considered a true German... I am more of a Hinze 57 lol. A true Canadian.

Alty, that thread is just weird in it's self. Like cultishly weird.

I consider myself a Canadian (I just don't have the paperwork), after all I've lived here most of my life. I am proud of my German heritage though. My parents raised me in a very German way, German holiday's, German school, you name it.

I speak fluent German and broken English. ;)

Me, breaking down pretty hard

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Originally Posted by Altenweg

I said I was sorry! Geesh! :rolleyes: ;)

Don't worry Alty and Bella I didn't mean you two I haven't actually 'met' you two yet

So far your all little people that live in my laptop :)

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Originally Posted by xXxEmOxXxPrInCeSsxXx

me, breaking down pretty hard

What's going on kiddo?

What's the matter chick?

Ya I was raised to embrace ALL of my heritage. Very European in it's self.

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Originally Posted by albear

dont worry Alty and Bella i didnt mean you two i havent actually 'met' you two yet

so far your all little people that live in my laptop :)

LOL! Do you hear that little scratching sound? That's me trying to get out! ;) :eek:

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Originally Posted by albear

dont worry Alty and Bella i didnt mean you two i havent actually 'met' you two yet

so far your all little people that live in my laptop :)

YA! :)

Are you from England Bear?

I was reading some of my old my posts, just wow...

Like
https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/relati...-441325-2.html

And also, last week I tried to kill myself... again

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Originally Posted by Altenweg

LOL! Do you hear that little scratching sound? That's me trying to get out! ;) :eek:

*puts ear to laptop* oh yeah I hadn't noticed that before but now you mention it

Hi mop, sorry to hear that, chin up, nothing lasts forever, and that goes for the bad things as well

Emop, do you think it's time to seek professional help in an actual center? You depression is a serious thing, and it can be treated. But killing yourself, that's just not the smart girl we all know you are.

You wrote those posts because you needed help, you needed advice and I think you got just that. But now, you need to take that next step and help YOURSELF.

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Originally Posted by albear

*puts ear to laptop* oh yeah i hadnt noticed that before but now you mention it

hi mop, sorry to hear that, chin up, nothing lasts forever, and that goes for the bad things aswell

Thanks Bear

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Originally Posted by Aurora_Bell

Emop, do you think it's time to seek professional help in an actual center? You depression is a serious thing, and it can be treated. But killing your self, that's just not the smart girl we all know you are.

You wrote those posts because you needed help, you needed advice and I think you got just that. But now, you need to take that next step and help YOURSELF.

I'm going back to my psychiatrist in a month or so, mum's setting up the appointment. I was on treatment before

Is your dad still around. Why did you try to do that yourself.

Emop, you have to get this under control.

We all love you and I will tell your right now, if you end up killing yourself I will be very angry at you. Do not deny the world of Emop! Do not deny us of Emop! Do not deny yourself of Emop.

Do you hear me? I'm doing the mom voice and I have a very serious look on my face right now. You will not harm yourself on my watch young lady. No way!

Now come here and give me a hug.

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Originally Posted by Aurora_Bell

Is your dad still around. Why did you try to do that your self.

Yeah but he's good now, and I did because I'm just so sad all the time. At first it was just cutting, to take the edge off. Then I started smoking, then I took some melatonin to calm down and get to sleep. But I thought maybe if I took a few dozen, everything would be over

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Originally Posted by Altenweg

Emop, you have to get this under control.

We all love you and I will tell your right now, if you end up killing yourself I will be very angry at you. Do not deny the world of Emop! Do not deny us of Emop! Do not deny yourself of Emop.

Do you hear me? I'm doing the mom voice and I have a very serious look on my face right now. You will not harm yourself on my watch young lady. No way!

Now come here and give me a hug.

*gives big hug*
I'm sorry Alty-mommy

How is he better now?

Listen this isn't good chick. I'm putting on my mom voice now too. If you do something stupid like that again, so help me god, I will spank you and you will be grounded for months!

Wow... the mum-voice in this room is interesting...

Luckily Bear and I aren't trying the mum-voice thing... That would be scary...

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Originally Posted by xXxEmOxXxPrInCeSsxXx

thanks Bear

You don't have to thank me for being nice to you :)

I'm glad that you have an appointment booked and are on meds to try and help, please know that if you ever get that down again instead of hurting yourself please use us here at the desk as a sounding board :)

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Originally Posted by Aurora_Bell

How is he better now??

Listen this isn't good chick. I'm putting on my mom voice now too. If you do something stupid like that again, so help me god, I will spank you and you will be grounded for months!!

It's been forever since he's beaten anyone

And I won't I discovered a great invention called tobbacco.. helps a lot (I know that's bad!)

Do it!!

That Do it! Was for blacky.

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Originally Posted by albear

you dont have to thank me for being nice to you :)

im glad that you have an appointment booked and are on meds to try and help, please know that if you ever get that down again instead of hurting yourself please use us here at the desk as a sounding board :)

I'm not on the meds any more, the doc took me off them to prove a point to my mum.

And I will next time

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Originally Posted by xXxEmOxXxPrInCeSsxXx

*gives big hug*
I'm sorry Alty-mommy

No sorry needed, just a promise that you'll never do it again.

I'm serious here sweetie, I would never forgive you. I love you way too much to let you do this to yourself. Are you hearing me? If this keeps up then I'm just going to have to adopt you and take you out of that situation. I'm a hard arse but at least I'll know you're safe.

Get back into therapy, get to where you're feeling better, get a good job and then get the heck out of there.

In the mean time, you keep coming here and you keep telling us how you feel. More importantly, listen to what we're telling you because I'll tell you right now, we know what we're talking about and we doing this because we care about you. Got it?

Ya, I'm still doing the mom voice. Just be glad I didn't send you to your room. ;)

Hugs right back, and a bit of a slap upside the head. ;)

I have to run for a bit but I'll be back later. Emop, you be good. Bear, Bella and Blacky (OMG, the three B's) you make sure she behaves while I'm gone. Mommy put you in charge. ;)

{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

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Originally Posted by BlackVY

Wow... the mum-voice in this room is interesting...

Luckily Bear and I aren't trying the mum-voice thing.... That would be scary...

It really would, I have a difficult enogh time doing the older brother gig, and unfortunately I don't have multiple personality dissorder which would make that easier

All right Alty!

Haha you guys did you hear that? She left us in charge!! Woo Hoo party time!!

Bear you still haven't told me if you are in England or not.

Ahem...

Emop... try not to smoke... its not good... and I understand you feel lost and have no choice when things are not going your way, but there will always be ups and downs in life... and if you fight through the downs, the ups will be much higher, since you know you worked for it... you can get through this...

Its good you are going to get help... but in the mean time, try to keep it together and lean on those who care about you for support...

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Originally Posted by BlackVY

Ahem...

Emop... try not to smoke... its not good... and I understand you feel lost and have no choice when things are not going your way, but there will always be ups and downs in life... and if you fight through the downs, the ups will be much higer, since you know you worked for it... you can get through this...

Its good you are going to get help... but in the mean time, try to keep it together and lean on those who care about you for support...

Thanks for the advice

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Originally Posted by xXxEmOxXxPrInCeSsxXx

I'm not on the meds any more, the doc took me off them to prove a point to my mum.

and I will next time

Next time tell your doc that he doesn't have to prove anything to your mum, its not your mums body he's medicating, its all about you and making you feel better, normally I wouldn't suggest meds, but the ones I'm on have kind of done good by me so far :)

As for the smoking who are you kidding, there's a lot better tasting ways to feel good about yourself. (yeah tried smoking for the first recently, not for me, was quite vile :( )

Anyhoo HUGS emop I can and will get better :)

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Originally Posted by Altenweg

No sorry needed, just a promise that you'll never do it again.

I'm serious here sweetie, I would never forgive you. I love you way too much to let you do this to yourself. Are you hearing me? If this keeps up then I'm just going to have to adopt you and take you out of that situation. I'm a hard arse but at least I'll know you're safe.

Get back into therapy, get to where you're feeling better, get a good job and then get the heck out of there.

In the mean time, you keep coming here and you keep telling us how you feel. More importantly, listen to what we're telling you because I'll tell you right now, we know what we're talking about and we doing this because we care about you. Got it?

Ya, I'm still doing the mom voice. Just be glad I didn't send you to your room. ;)

Hugs right back, and a bit of a slap upside the head. ;)

I have to run for a bit but I'll be back later. Emop, you be good. Bear, Bella and Blacky (OMG, the three B's) you make sure she behaves while I'm gone. Mommy put you in charge. ;)

{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

Should I be afraid?

I love you too Alty, I'm just so messed up right now...

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Originally Posted by albear

next time tell your doc that he doesnt have to prove anything to your mum, its not your mums body hes medicating, its all about you and making you feel better, normally i wouldnt suggest meds, but the ones im on have kinda done good by me so far :)

as for the smoking who are you kidding, theres alot better tasting ways to feel good about yourself. (yeah tried smoking for the first recently, not for me, was quite vile :( )

anyhoo HUGS emop i can and will get better :)

Thanks Bear
And what meds are you taking might I ask?
Good point for the point proving

I have to go for now,
I'll be bacj later

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Originally Posted by Aurora_Bell

Alright Alty!!

Haha you guys did you hear that?? she left us in charge!!! Woo Hoo party time!!!

Bear you still haven't told me if you are in England or not.

Sorry, yep I'm from and currently in England.

Why? Is my British showing ;)

It did before, but I think you tucked it back in.

I went to England once... well the airport.

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Originally Posted by xXxEmOxXxPrInCeSsxXx

thanks Bear
and what meds are you taking might I ask?
good point for the point proving

Sure, I'm on sertraline 100mg at the moment

Later alty
Take care emop,

I might not be around when you get back, been having trouble sleeping so I took a sleeping pill a short while ago

I need to travel more... :(

I always wanted to go to Australia.