All I can say is I FU##ING knew it I even told start as soon as I read it when it was posted sick is what it is very very sick.

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Originally Posted by curlybenswife

All i can say is i FU##ING knew it i even told start as soon as i read it when it was posted sick is what it is very very sick.

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It is sick. I'm sorry this happened, you were so loving and caring.

NS I'm a great believer in what goes around come around I'm not angry I'm sad that someone could play such a revolting trick.

I most definitely believe that too. It was a terrible thing to do.

I didn't mean to butt into your thread, I just wanted to tell you I was sorry because whether you believed it or not, you were very nice to everyone. Very caring.

Don't say that its not my thred anyone can post here and after all we should all be supporting one another this will have caused a lot of hurt and strained feelings but I don't want anyone to feel they can't post here because you can all of you can.

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Originally Posted by startover22

She told me to shut up last night when I was outside talking to myself I could so hear her....so we should just be happy.....she didn't suffer and she was soo happy right before it happened....she was on her way to love.....

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I did not know her for long, but I mourn.. Something just does not feel right, and it will take me a while to adjust.
I am glad that she had high hopes and goals.. and not depressed. That's a little solace.

Sarai and Shayla.. miss you.

Oh my word Chery do you know that the whole thing was a lie?

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Originally Posted by curlybenswife

NS im a great believer in what goes around come around im not angry im sad that someone could play such a revolting trick.

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OK.. I missed something. Again. Does anyone feel like filling me in, please?

I will miss a lot more starting next week. Will be in hospital again, this time for possible lung cancer. It is a hard pill to swallow, especially being alone and not having someone there to hold me when I'm down. (My BF is not the emotional, romantic or supportive type) I am also terribly frightened and feel absolutely helpless and powerless right now.

So.. Calling All Good Witches!! Please send me some good vibrations.

Thanks.

I was suspiscious from the start as well... When you all go to the burning... bring me an eye... they are my fave :)..

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Originally Posted by Chery

OK.. I missed something. Again. Does anyone feel like filling me in, please?

I will miss a lot more starting next week. Will be in hospital again, this time for possible lung cancer. It is a hard pill to swallow, especially being alone and not having someone there to hold me when I'm down. (My BF is not the emotional, romantic or supportive type) I am also terribly frightened and feel absolutely helpless and powerless right now.

So.. Calling All Good Witches!!! Please send me some good vibrations.

Thanks.

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Poor dear... we are all here cheering you on, and I will send you all the good wishes I can and some cyber cookies if it helps... :)

Yep Al what did we discuss Tuesday night... ah well its done now over and sorted.

Chery darling we are with you every step of the way next week xxxxx

Thanks CBW, I love good old fashioned peanut butter cookies and naturally the world famous chocolate-chip. So.. nothing special.

The one thing that does bother me right now is not being able to take my laptop with me. I get so darned bored in hospital beds. I plan on letting them do the tests and then get the heck out. Don't even plan on chemo or any other therapy. I don't believe in swapping one painful issue with a more painful treatment just to prolong time without quality. This may sound wrong, but I've felt this way for a long time.

http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/4/4_14_6.gifBeing angry and not knowing what or who to be angry at is frustrating!!

It doesn't seem wrong... I know a lot of people who think the same a s you... They want to live life feeling good, than living life in a hospital room... Everyone has a right to do what they will with their life.

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Originally Posted by Chery

Thanks CBW, I love good old fashioned peanut butter cookies and naturally the world famous chocolate-chip. So.. nothing special.

The one thing that does bother me right now is not being able to take my laptop with me. I get so darned bored in hospital beds. I plan on letting them do the tests and then get the heck out. Don't even plan on chemo or any other therapy. I don't believe in swapping one painful issue with a more painful treatment just to prolong time without quality. This may sound wrong, but I've felt this way for a long time.

http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/4/4_14_6.gifBeing angry and not knowing what or who to be angry at is frustrating!!!!

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I so totally agree! You have my unending support, for what it's worth.

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Originally Posted by alkalineangel

Poor dear...we are all here cheering you on, and I will send you all the good wishes I can and some cyber cookies if it helps... :)

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Thanks so much 'angel'.
Cyber cookies - what do they taste like? Can you send me a picture of some? My imagination is going wild at this point. Now, wishes.. those I like. You be surprised how many times I've said "I wish..." these last few days.

Well, I'm going to stop crying now and see if there are any posts that I can interject a little to get my mind off 'me' for a bit. I still have that to offer.

C.U.on the forum.

http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/15/15_11_2.gifWould you believe that I'm even having a hard time in picking the smileys to fit my current emotions? This sucks!

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Originally Posted by CaptainRich

I so totally agree! You have my unending support, for what it's worth.

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Believe me Cap.. your support means a hell of a lot to me. This is my FAMILY and I wouldn't know what to do without you all.

http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/36/36_1_4.gifI'm feeling so sorry for myself right now, I'm out of tears. I need to focus on something else for a while.

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Originally Posted by Chery

OK.. I missed something. Again. Does anyone feel like filling me in, please?

I will miss a lot more starting next week. Will be in hospital again, this time for possible lung cancer. It is a hard pill to swallow, especially being alone and not having someone there to hold me when I'm down. (My BF is not the emotional, romantic or supportive type) I am also terribly frightened and feel absolutely helpless and powerless right now.

So.. Calling All Good Witches!!! Please send me some good vibrations.

Thanks.

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Oh sweet... what can I do? Here is a good vibration... from me to you...
You are not alone here!

We all need to focuas on ourselves every so often... im learning that too.. :)

Chery - I am in training right now, so I can't actually DO anything for you but pray. I'm under severe constraints for any kind of spell or energy use.

HOWEVER - whatever faith you are, this Sunday is the Equinox, the beginning of Autumn. A lot of people think of that as an end time, but it's NOT-- it's a time for change and renewal. If you can, sit yourself down in the sun on Sunday and count your blessings--they tend to multiply as you count them.

If I could be there to help you, and to hold your hand while you are going through this difficult time, I would--in a heartbeat.

Please let me know if there is anything at all I can do to help you. Sometimes a phone call to an almost-stranger can help, because they have no preconceived ideas of "you".

May the Lady ease your sorrow, and may the Lord hold you in his arms and comfort you.

Can someone bring me up to speed. I have been on the retirement committee for one of our beloved employees that is leaving tomorrow and I haven't been able to keep up.

Is Sarai OK? Is that what the burning field trip is about? I know several wiccans...