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Usually I just do it to see if he read my messages yet... no one else ever sends anything to him. But he did get a myspace newsletter but he told me he got rid of his myspace for me... so I logged into his myspace too and it said the last login was the day before but he didn't have any friends on it or messages or anything other than this one from a girl... but it was one of those that don't know you but try talking to you and all that.
Please excuse me, but I'm not clear here yet.
Please answer yes or no. Can you get into his email account?
Yeah I can I thought you would have knew that from what I typed... sorry
It's okay. Thank you! I just wanted to be clear. You sure do like to type!Quote:
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Thank you for posting on a couple of the threads that I mentioned. What did you think about them?
Are you gone? Are you eating something?
Sorry I was at another site for a little while...
I think those threads were very interesting... did you read what I said in them?
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Yes I did read them. I think that you did a good job. If I recall, I think that there was a question that I asked you on one of them that you didn't answer. I may be wrong, though.
Four questions, Michelle.
Do you have to go to school tomorrow? (I'm not trying to get on your case right now. I just would appreciate knowing, okay?)
If you do, what time do you have to get up in the morning?
And,
Would you like to try something creative and silly concerning Halloween that would be fun and interesting?
Yes. Okay. 7:30. I don't know
Are you going to be able to get up at 7:30 if we continue for just a little while longer here, but not much longer?
Yeah I do it all the time... I don't think I'll get to sleep at all though. If I would just try to sleep I could but I never sleep much because I try to get the most out of everyday. Lifes short.
Yeah. Life is short. But, in order to enjoy it the most, we need to get enough sleep!
You do need to get on a regular schedule as far as sleeping. You are a very wound up girl! It would definitely help you in your thinking and other things if you would try to go to bed at the same time every night and get a good nights sleep. I always feel and think better after a good nights rest.
In light of the fact that you do have to get up early, and in order to get it started, would you like to create a scary Halloween story with me? Kind of like Mad-Libs only not? We would take turns. It would give you a chance to be silly and creative.
Yeah but I can't sleep without making myself stay up fro along tim because then I feel like my day isn't complete.
I can never keep a schedule for sleeping wed. I went to sleep at 7pm, thurs- 2 am, Friday 4am sat- 5:30 am.. and I will probably go to sleep in about a half hour or so
But actually I think I can get to sleep more quick if I get off here... I'm playing a game too, in a few min. I'll quit and then maybe get to sleep
So I'll talk to you tomorrow maybe..
Okay. So, you are giving yourself a limit here as far as time. That is good! Do you want to start a story?
Okay. Maybe see you, tomorrow! You are doing the right thing.Quote:
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All right... just so you all know. Sometimes I come back and forth here a lot. So I may or may not say anything for a while its hard to say... I may be on other sites and appear offline when in just afew min. I'll be right back here.
Cool
I'm thinking about breaking up w/ my boyfriend but that isn't what I want at all. I'm just tired of his lying. Today I told him "its over" but we only had a sec. to talk and he just said "what was over?" I didn't have any time to explain what I meant so I just said "nevermind" Then the rest of the day he just looked kind of down.Do you think maybe after this he'll straighten up? I told him not to call me today because I won't b home and I have 2 go to the doctor because I'm allergic to something... that's what I was planning on doing but my parents won't take me. He wanted me to do his homework and I asked why he couldn't do it. He said he didn't have time in his schendule because he had to bake cookies for another class. Lol. I figured it would only take me a min. to copy it down so I did it... But, I may not give it to him. He has that class after our 2nd hr. and it all depends on how he is in that class because today he made me really mad and confused. He did the same thing he did last year and last year I cut myself and theirs scars on my arms from it.
I wish he would start posting here. I would love to hear his side of the story. You are starting to sound like... like... you know.
Does that mean that you are like a ghost or spirit of some kind? :)Quote:
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Like what?Quote:
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Yeah that's what it meansQuote:
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Does that mean that you are like a ghost or spirit of some kind?
Perfect! Then I know that you would be great at writing a Halloween story! You have first-hand experience at being spooky!! :eek: Do you want to write that Halloween story with me Michelle that I mentioned to you last night? It would be fun and interesting! :DQuote:
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Incoming phone call right now. I will be back...
Not really... Sorry.
Okay. Just thought that I would ask.Quote:
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What's with this?
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Why are you being such a tease?
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Today I told him "its over" but we only had a sec. to talk and he just said "what was over?" I didn't have any time to explain what I meant so I just said "nevermind" Then the rest of the day he just looked kind of down.
You think this is how to make him "straighten up"?
What's THAT all about?Quote:
He wanted me to do his homework and I asked why he couldn't do it. He said he didn't have time... it would only take me a min. to copy it down so I did it... But, I may not give it to him.
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So Michelle giveth and Michelle taken away. And it's all his fault you get mad and confused and cut yourself? I don't think so.Quote:
it all depends on how he is in that class because today he made me really mad and confused. He did the same thing he did last year and last year I cut myself and theirs scars on my arms from it.
I really feel sorry for the poor guy.
:confused: hmmm... I wonder if anyone else would be interested in writing a story with me.. :confused:
I'm not doing it for that... if he doesn't stop lying.. I'm done. I can't deal with it anymoreQuote:
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The poor guy loves you.
Is that why he lies all the time? He always asks me who all I talked to and everything and says he doesn't want me talking to other guys and he won't talk to other girls but then he does it right in front of me... its not that I'm mad he talked to someone... it's that he lied. I told him I didn't care if he talked to other girls if I can talk to other boys but he said he didn't trust me. For him to talk to another girl all class hour and keep making her laugh right in front of me when he said he wouldn't, really makes me wonder what he would do behind my back.
He loves you and wants you all to himself. Doesn't want to share you.
Well then why does he say that he won't talk to anyone else and then he does? I do all I can for him, why won't he do anything for me? This is weird. This is all flipped around. Usually its him that once ( meant wants. Lol) to leave me or w/e and everyone says he doesn't care and I should forget about him.
I'm just really confused because I don't know what I really want to do.. I mean I want to stay w/ him but I'm just tired of him always being this way
Just ignore that stuff. Be nice to him when you see him and don't get all huffy over what you think he's doing or not doing. Just be casual and friendly. And don't do his homework for him.
What reason am I staying with him though... we love each other but why? I mean I even woke up 1 day in my sleep and I don't know what I was dreaming about but I woke up crying and I was saying like I was talking to him "no matter what i'm always going to love you for as long as i live"
But I just don't see how he loves me or shows it. Other than he just has this look on his face like a sad little puppy, every time he looks at me at school from across the room. When I pass him in the hallway he gives me this really serious evil look.. and when I'm actually talking to him he seems nervous.
He says he shows it by not talking to other girls (lie)... and that he doesn't find others attractive (probably another lie). And by not lying (lie). And then I asked if he would ever lie to me... he said "probably sometime'' so I was glad to hear him be honest about it.
But I just don't know if he really even cares that much about me.
Last year in the same class the same thing happened and he was talking to that same girl... I almost pushed her desk over with her in it... to keep myself from doing that I just walked out of class... later that day 4 cops came to my house because my friend said I was going to kill myself. Then later that day I cut myself and still have the scar. That was when I started cutting.
Today, I just sat their and kind of turned my head facing the wall so I couldn't see them talking because I almost just went up and punched her. Every time I looked over she was laughing at something he was saying.
You're too emo with this. Just enjoy life and him and the others and have fun and be a kid. Before long you will be an adult and then the troubles will start--and you will wish you were 16 again. Yeah, I know. You don't know what I'm talking about.
I didn't do my work. I just sat their shaking because I was so mad
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