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Originally Posted by despicableme

Unless you can build a time machine and stop me from being born back send me back in June 2011. Then I don't think you or anyone can help. I need some cash, maybe I can find a way to sell myself on the streets.. i dont know.

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Tell me more.

I don't know what you mean.

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Originally Posted by despicableme

I don't know what you mean.

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Your comments were quite puzzling, so am wondering what has happened, what the situation is.

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

Your comments were quite puzzling, so am wondering what has happened, what the situation is.

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Long story short.. I now have a time to when I have to get a job or else I know I'm going to end up feeling much worse than I am now. Maybe not suicidal but damn near. I'm constantly feeling guilty over things in the past, so many wasted opportunities, and when the end comes it's going to be all my fault. I can't save anyone but was hoping too so badly because I don't know nothing else.

I'm going to take a nap, I'm not making any sense. I'm not going to worry about my main focus is getting a job I wasted enough time as it is

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Originally Posted by despicableme

I'm going to take a nap, i'm not making any sense. I'm not going to worry about my main focus is getting a job i wasted enough time as it is

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I'm here for you.

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

I'm here for you.

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I know that why I'm going to sleep to shake this off. It's strange and complicated. So in the morning or maybe late in the night I'll finish applying to jobs and other stuff..

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Originally Posted by despicableme

I'm constantly feeling guilty over things in the past, so many wasted opportunities, and when the end comes it's going to be all my fault.

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You're 20, not 70. Get some sleep and we can talk more when you wake up.

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

You're 20, not 70. Get some sleep and we can talk more when you wake up.

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Lol. I hope I die before than. *shrugs*

Don't know what to do now.

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Originally Posted by despicableme

lol. I hope I die before than. *shrugs*

Don't know what to do now.

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Please tell me what is going on.

Hello d:

Although the reasons were different, I had trouble getting a job. So I said screw it, and went into business for myself... Here's an easy one for you... Go to an auction in your home town.. Buy some stuff, and sell it on Ebay. You don't have to talk to ANYBODY to do that business...

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Originally Posted by excon

Hello d:

Although the reasons were different, I had trouble getting a job. So I said screw it, and went into business for myself... Here's an easy one for you... Go to an auction in your home town.. Buy some stuff, and sell it on Ebay. You don't have to talk to ANYBODY to do that business...

excon

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What? Buy what? I have to ask my parents for bus money so I don't think I can go out and buy stuff from an auction.

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

Please tell me what is going on.

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Nothing is going on, I'd just rather die before I get to age 70. I'll be fine dying at age 50 or so

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Originally Posted by despicableme

Nothing is going on, I'd just rather die before I get to age 70. I'll be fine dying at age 50 or so

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So why did you throw out those comments last night about needing money and some unresolved situation? C'mon. 'Fess up.

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

So why did you throw out those comments last night about needing money and some unresolved situation? C'mon. Fess up.

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It's nothing really, I'm just made at myself because I am lazy and doing nothing with my life. I'm stressing myself out because I want to meet this person but since I have no job nor making any money nor even trying.. it's getting me more upset.

And now I'm feeling extremely guilty because all I need is what a few hundred bucks? And can't even get that. Maybe if I find way to prostitute myself on Craigslist.

But I don't know, I just need a job and out of this country or at least this state. But that isn't never going to happen because I'm a lazy f-up.

I already know I'm not going to accomplish anything nor do I even want to anymore. Even if I get kicked out now, I won't do anything to better myself. There is no point.

You are feeling like this after that fantastic resume we put together yesterday? Are you the same person I used to know? And need money for what? Kicked out of where and why?

Wow, this thread totally took a different toll.

Wasn't expecting this.

What is going on that you are not telling us?

Did you commit a crime in 2011, or get pregnant?

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Originally Posted by Wondergirl

You are feeling like this after that fantastic resume we put together yesterday? Are you the same person I used to know? And need money for what? Kicked out of where and why?

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Yeah, I'm the same person.

$500 need that to go on a trip somewhere for awhile. Spend time away from my surroundings. It wasn't going to change anything but I was really looking forward to it. Had ample time to save but still in the same position I am right now.

Right now my parents are thinking of kicking me out if I don't get a job or do something with myself in a 3 months. Do you think I care? No, I do not at all. Those 3 months are going to pass and I'm just going to be doing the same I am now Nothing.

So why should I even bother doing anything?

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Originally Posted by Enigma1999

Wow, this thread totally took a different toll.

Wasn't expecting this.

What is going on that you are not telling us?

Did you commit a crime in 2011, or get pregnant?

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I wish I did then it could be some sort of an excuse.