If a dual capacitor is going bad or is bad the condenser fan motor can run backwards. Your not going crazy.

Okay,
Changed the capacitor and still nothing so ran and got a new motor and changed it and it seemed to be working at 1/2 speed and I felt like something was not right so I turned it off be fore I possibly blew another motor. Any suggestion?

If voltage is there, then bad motor and/or capacitor, capacitor wiring. Nothing else.
Verify voltages.
Its not binding?

No, Its not binding. I think I have done all I can do maybe its time to call somebody. Thanks
For your help!

Can you possibly post a picture of the system, capacitor, contactor, etc...