Originally Posted by
joypulv
I'm going to backtrack. (Did a response to me get deleted, because I don't see profanity directed at me?)
You do act like a teen who has had a lot handed to you, and you have a typical teen attitude that something like valuable horses that YOU bought with YOUR 4H money are all yours, when you never would have earned that money were it not for a lot of help. Help you say you never got. Steers? What steers? Your parents smoked weed while you ran a farm? You are leaping right over a lot of basic questions, and your sense of entitlement shines through when you say you never got help with homework. I was a straight A student and never got one shred of help from parents, and so were a lot of other people.
On the other hand it does appear that you grew up in a loveless and extra disfunctional home. You are fighting mad at your parents and the world out of hurt, you get bullied in school (why? I assume you are as belligerent there as here?) and you want advice here but won't take any that you don't want to hear. Gee, I said LEAVE that house and you won't! Why, I'll bet it's because you don't want to give up what you have, and it's not just horses. (PS: not only did the steers cost so that you could buy horses, but keeping horses ain't cheap and who pays for that?)
And I have a feeling you weren't 17 the last time the police brought you home.
So you have a rotten family as many of us do or did, and we can't do anything about them. But you won't do anything about yourself to get out of there.
